Blinded By My Darkest Fear

(1st Verse)
My knuckles almost tapped on your door,
But I lacked the courage and walked away.
I tried to come up with the words,
But I didn’t know what to say.
I wanted to tell you how I felt,
But the words didn’t want to come.
I wanted to tell that I miss you,
But now we will never know if you were the one.

Chorus:
I will always have the what ifs playing in my head,
Thinking about all the things I should have said.
I will always have the what should be in my mind,
Thinking about what I left behind.
I will just sit lonely and scared,
Blinded by my darkest fear.

(2nd Verse)
My fingers almost dialed your number,
But I ended up throwing my phone across the room.
I tried to get my thoughts together,
But I’m standing here being the fool.
I wanted to pour out my heart,
But I thought you would break my heart into two.
I was drowning in my insecurities,
Simply doing nothing was the best thing I knew how to do.

Chorus:
I will always have the what ifs playing in my head,
Thinking about all the things I should have said.
I will always have the what should be in my mind,
Thinking about what I left behind.
I will just sit lonely and scared,
Blinded by my darkest fear.

Bridge:
So many years have passed,
This is the one thing that I regret more than ever.
So many sleepless nights,
Thinking we should be together.
But I blame myself,
I can’t blame anyone else.
I’ve spent my life living in my darkest fear,
Feeling the rejection,
Never feeling your affection,
Imagining the waterfall of tears.

Chorus:
I will always have the what ifs playing in my head,
Thinking about all the things I should have said.
I will always have the what should be in my mind,
Thinking about what I left behind.
I will just sit lonely and scared,
Blinded by my darkest fear.

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