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In mourning

 

The details have yet to be absorbed…
One fact still remains, he’s insane!
He’s always been, I just didn’t know it.
How could I have been so blind?

I sit here mourning the loss of a thought…
How absurd of me to desire freedom!
Til death do us part are the words we swore.
So I guess that’s how our story must end.

I don’t know what chapter of our book I’m in.
Six years of misery and pain, praying for an end.
A nervous wreck, an emotional mess…
Starving to be truly loved…

Choosing a path worth traveling…
Sacrifices to make for our safety.
Challenges to overcome, seeking strength.
Claiming the victory in Jesus’ name.

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Contents compiled: September 22 2017
Originally published: September 23 2017
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Fighting Dirty

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I promised to never
hold your past against you.
You asked me for a chance
to prove yourself
so I wiped the slate clean —
I gave you a fresh start
and you promised
to do the same for me.

To this day,  I never used your past
in any of our arguments.
I never threw your mistakes
back in your face.
I always held my tongue
and kept my promise
to respect you as a person.
But you reneged —
your word was not bond.

You disrespected me,
called me names,
became violent,
threatened my life, 
then defiled me
in the worst way possible —
You took from me
what I would have given you freely
had you loved me like you promised.

To love,  honor and cherish,
for better for worse, 
in sickness and in health,
til death do us part —
those were the words we vowed, 
but you didn’t keep your promises.
You fought dirty.
You tried to use my past againt me, 
but now it seems
you get your just reward.
It doesn’t pay to fight dirty does it?

  


Contents compiled: September 2 2016
Originally published: Sept 7 2016
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