Tag Archives: life

Let’s be friends

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You chased me.
You made me feel amazing.
You made me think
what we had
was the best you ever had.

I actually thought so too
then you tossed me aside.
Now you want to be friends.
You say I’m your best friend.

You say this is
the best friendship
you ever had.
But how am I
supposed to be friends
with someone who
made me feel used?

This is not a friendship,
I was just a placeholder
for the void you needed filled.
I was just there to give you
what you couldn’t get from her.

This is not fun, it’s pure agony.
It’s time for me to move on.
It’s time for me to realize
you used me.
It’s time for me to admit
you made a fool of me.

It’s time for you to know
what you did is not ok.
It’s time for you to understand
you took advantage
of my brokenness.

You can’t break my heart
then expect me to be smile
at all your little jokes.
This isn’t funny, it’s pure hell.
My broken heart is real.

No, we cannot be friends.

 

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Contents compiled: April 30 2017
Originally published: April 30 2017
Copyright © 2016 Inner Ramblings Boulevard


Don’t take your blessings for granted…

Today I have much to be thankful for, but for now, I will only list 3 to keep this short:

1. Life:
I’m grateful to be fairly healthy and active and that I’m in a culture of great opportunity, free speech, freedom to love whomever I choose and not have that decision made for me.

2. Love:
I’m blessed to have a huge heart so full of love and that I’m not afraid to share such an amazing treasure with others. My little family fills me with joy everyday which extents to those around me as well as to all of you.

3.This blog:
I feel so fortunate to have this medium through which I can voice my thoughts and feelings and for the wonderful connections I’m making with all of you along the way. I love it here!

Feel free to pause for moment to thank God for something. We have so much to be grateful for, and it’s unfortunate that we often take those things for granted.

Hugs to you all and best wishes for a wonderful day! ☺ 🌷

 

 

Song: “Hawk Nelson – Thank God for Something (Official Pseudo Video)”

 


Contents written: August 9 2016 | Originally published: August 10 2016 | Copyright © 2016 Moylom Enterprises


No need to explain

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There’s no need to explain why I’m here
With you such small-talk is unnecessary.
You get me better than anyone
Yet with such intimacy
You never force me to stay.

You know it’s better
That I come in search of you
Than to have you come barging in my door —
It’s the only way I’ll fully appreciate your love.

You know I always come back,
I can’t stay away too long.
Your humility and grace are powerful;
I’m drawn to the peace that surrounds you.

I crave peace —
That satisfaction of solving the puzzle —
Perhaps because my existence
Is froth with complications.
Yet you seem to take delight
In seeing me in action
Trying to solve for “X”  —
The algebraic equation of my life.

You’re waiting patiently
For me to say it,  aren’t you?
Okay then,  well here goes…
I’m here because I missed you.
I will always come back to you
For in you I am truly alive.


Contents written: May 29 2016  | Originally published: May 30 2016  |  Copyright 2016 Moylom Enterprises


 

Perhaps? Maybe…

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Perhaps I could burrow your hands
to caress me lovingly,
to untangle these knots in my shoulders
that suddenly plague me.

Maybe I could burrow your lips
to kiss me tenderly,
from the nape of my neck, down my back,
and wherever else you please.

Perhaps I could burrow you ears
to listen to my heart beat,
to the rhythm that only we know,
to the tune that is oh so sweet.

Maybe I could burrow your heart
and keep it here close to mine,
to make me feel complete,
from now til the end of time.

Perhaps? Maybe…

 


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Contents compiled: April 2 2017
Originally published: April 3 2017
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The Monkey Wrench

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Life has a way
of throwing a monkey wrench
into our best laid plans
and there’s nothing we can do
but figure out a Plan B.

Sometimes a Plan C, D E, F and G
are necessary too.
And sometimes, just sometimes,
we just need to throw
those freaking plans
out the window and wing it!

At this point, I’ve lost count
of which plan I’m on.
I think I’ve made it
all the way to Plan Z
a hundred times over.
So what now?

I have too much at stake
to just wing it — too many variables!
Single-parenting can be
quite a challenge,
and this time I’m terrified
about a few decisions ahead.

All I can do is break it into small pieces
and take one bite at a time.
The question is,
how many bites do I need to take
to finish this meal?

A more fun question would be,
how many licks does it take
to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop?
But that’s a whole other quandary…

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If you’re in the valley of decision
on something major,
omg I’m right there with you!

Sending hugs and prayers your way. Here’s hoping you’ll send some back to me too !!

Best wishes,
A🌷

 


Contents written: August 31 2016
Originally published: August 31 2016
Copyright © 2016 Moylom Enterprises


One day I’ll be free

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One day I’ll be free:
Free to live,
Free to love,
Free to be loved,
Free to be happy, 
Free to dream,
Free to be myself,
Free to be appreciated as I am,
Free to cherish the warmth of those around me.
That day is today.

 


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Image source: Google images
Contents compiled: March 26 2017
Originally published: April 1 2017
Copyright © 2016 Inner Ramblings Boulevard